his friends are always before me ):
somehow felt that i'm no longer important to him..
is it really so easy to give up & forget?!
reculant, but have to say,
i really hope that i can rewind my life..
i might seem happy & satisfied on the outside,
but, deep down, i really don't feel it that way..
I WISH TO CRY OUT LOUD!!!controlling my tears infront of people,
makes me feel more miserable ):
i really hate myself letting go of him..
i tried very hard to fight back for him,
but, non-sucessful!!!
don't know what happened to me,
why is it that whenever i heard bout his news,
my tears just rolled down unknowingly..
i tried ways to make myself forget about him..
no matter how hard i try,
he's just such an impossible task..
i don't wish to forget about him..
but, just to pretend that nothing happened!
how can i strive back him to my side?!
2 more days, supposingly to be my happy day..
but, now, i'm left alone crying at the corner..
7 more days, will be the saddest day for me..
hurts when i'm counting down for these events..
I REALLY MISS HIM LOADS!!!i miss the kisses & the hugs..
i miss his warmth, hugging me to sleep..
i miss holding hands, shopping with him..
i miss the way he feed & dote me..
i miss his pamperings for me..
i miss how he coax me when i'm moody..
i miss messing up his hair when he's styling..
i miss him choosing clothes for me..
i miss the smell of his scent..
i miss biting him when he hug me tight..
i miss chatting on phone with him..
i miss him sweet-talking to me..
i miss those days spending togather..
BABY, DO YOU STILL LOVE ME?!actually, i cherish him alot..i admit hurting him too..sorry for being that way ):i don't mean that too,but, when i'm moody,there goes my attitude..i seriously love him more than i showed..but, everything seems too late now ):
every corner in my room,
i can see his things laying..
everytime my heart sunkens..
what for keep saying let the past be the past,
when i cannot even get out of the past..
sorry that i've disappointed people,
who are comforting me in many ways..
i just couldn't get him out of my mind..
no one can help me in forgetting him..
it's just too useless!!!
i'm lying to myself..
i would never be happy without him..
why is it so difficult for me to forget him?!
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU EXPECTED... ...FOUND THIS SWEET PAST CREATED BY HIM..