YOU GAVE ME WINGS TO FLY UP HIGH,
BUT, YOU TOOK IT BACK AGAIN... ...
CAN'T UNDERSTAND MY OWN FEELINGS NOW..
WHY AM I SMOKING & DRINKING TO NUMB MYSELF?!
I'M SUCH A USELESS COWARD!!!
DID YOU LIE TO ME REGRADING GIRLS?!
WHY AM I FEELING SO SCARED THAT YOU'LL REALLY FALL FOR HER..
OR IT IS ALREADY THE FACT?!
IF THAT'S SO,
WHY ARE YOU STILL CONCERNING ABOUT ME?!
WHY DID YOU GIVE ME FALSE HOPE WHEN I'M GIVING UP?!
I'M HURTED ONCE AGAIN..
TOTALLY TARNISHED MY OWN PRIDE!!!
IF YOU REALLY DO HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER,
WHY DON'T YOU ADMIT WHEN I ASKED?!
I HATE MYSELF FOR PINNING HOPES ON YOU..
YOU MADE ME LAND MORE DEEP INTO SORROWS..
WHY IS IT THAT THE ONE I NEED,
ALWAYS NOT THERE FOR ME?!
WHY AM I STILL NOT GIVING UP?!
I HATE MYSELF FROM BEING ME..
WHO'S OUT THERE WILLING TO KILL ME?!
I SHALL PAY YOU DOUBLE OF MARKET RATE..
I REGRET CARRYING ON WITH MY LIFE!
WHY AM I FEELING SO HURT NOW?!
YOU'RE SO IMPORTANT TO ME, YET ___
I'VE GOT NO CHOICE BUT TO FAKE A SMILE..
I HATE ACTING CHEERFUL ON THE OUTSIDE..
I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU SO DEEPLY..
WHERE'S MY CHANCE?! GONE!
WHERE'S YOUR LOVE?! FADED!
WHY AM I STILL LIVING?!
I HATE SMOKING... ...
I HATE DRINKING... ...
BUT, I DON'T KNOW WHY..
WHY AM I USING ALL THIS TO NUMB MYSELF?!
WHY AM I USING SUCH WAYS TO TORTURE MYSELF?!
BABY, ONCE I SAID I LOVE YOU,
AND I ALWAYS DO... ...
HOW ABOUT YOU?!
WHY DIDN'T MY FEELINGS FADE?!
WHY CAN'T I GIVE UP?!
ARE YOU WILLING TO COME BACK?!
IF YES, I'LL WAIT, NO MATTER HOW LONG..
IF NO, I'LL GIVE UP, BUT PLEASE END MY LIFE!
LIFE IS MEANINGLESS NOW FOR ME ~
