but, euur dun wish 2 hurt anione is alreadie unforgivable!
cos euu've alreadie hurted mii wae & far too much!
iie jus dun understand y am iie still soo
last tym, in de past, once euu ask mii 2 go find euu,
iie confirm agree no matta wat, fled down fast!
nw, presence, iie dunno y, y am iie runnin awae?!
y am iie soo afraid 2 face euu once again?!
iie seems 2 be de 1 flippin over words iie said!
iie said b4 iie'll let go of euu, yet REGRETTED!
iie'm actuallie still waitin 4 euur return, back 2 moii side!
WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING?! -turnin nuts~
when 2 coffee shop worked 2 daes straight!
damn shag!!! damn tired!!! damn stress!!!
ytd ( tuesdae ) more suay... ...
imagine,
curry puffs -sold out! ( i ask daddy dun fry.. HAHAHA! )
popiahs -sold out!
lamb chop -sold out!
rice -not enough!
it's nt even 9.30pm!
iie met tis kind of situation!!!
den after tat,
iie was lyk... ...
keep apologise 2 customers,
saein tat their orders,
is an impossible mission 4 mii!
frm 5pm til 9.40pm,
iie'm soo damn freakin busie!
cant even sit down 4 jus onlie 2 secs!
cant even go toilet 2 release moiiself!
cant even get a sip of water jus infront of mii!
moii abodmen pain lyk hell whole dae,
but iie keep quiet nv sae,
cos iie wan mummy 2 relax herself..
super suay is b'cos,
abodmen pain -nvm!
cut til finger -nvm!
scald by oil -nvm!
kana by daddy -nvm!
4gettin orders -nvm!
nv eat anithg -nvm!
headache -nvm!
due 2 iie'm rushin moiiself,
iie almost slipped!
luckie tat iie nv slip,
or else iie'll damn paiseh!
but,
sprained moii ankle -aww~
nw moii feet abit swollen!
havin ulcers suddenlie ):
haiz, seems lyk it's jus nt moii dae..
haiz, seems lyk iie'm gettin worst!
hw come moii abodmen will pain lyk hell?!
hw come iie feel dizzy the whole dae?!
scared ltr go back 4 checkup,
doctor will gif mii BAD news!
moii blood pressure has alwaes been LOW!
iie shall die, dead, death, veri
iie realised tat iie've alwaes been lying!
lying 2 moiiself, tat feelins had faded!
but, iie've found out tat it wasn't de truth!
!ylread uoy ssim i ~ i miss you dearly!
!uoy evol llits i ~ i still love you!
