Friday, March 06, 2009

I'VE CONFUSED MY OWN FEELINGS!!!

supposingly going hospital in the morning,
but, just got changed, my phone rang... ...
* picks up phone *
counsellor : hi, jiawen, are you planning to come today?!
me : of course larhs! i'm ready to set off!
counsellor : erm, i called just to confirm with you.
i'm actually not free today, so,
would you mind if i change it to next week?!
me : hmm, okays... ...
counsellor : sorry uh! let you wake up so early.
me : i never sleep lo! don't need apologise, nevermind!
counsellor : see you next week at 10am, after your checkup... ...
me : sure, sure... ... bye!
* actually i'm abit pissed off by that call ~ *
changed back to home-clothes,
lie on bed serve net whole morning!

i feel so damn tired, but,
i don't know why is that so,
i can't bring myself to sleep!!!

today, quite alot of things happened,
without me taking any precautions!
so many things that startled me... ...

obviously one of it is someone that ___ me!
my life is so damn freaking scary now!!!
him, him, him, him, him, him & him... ...
how i wish i could run away from this!
but, too bad, i've got to face it ):

promised JASIMAN that i'll go back,
end up, i gone airlines again! -sorry!

promised MR. YFBKSS* & MR. AEOING*,
that i'll go find them, but, till now,
i still have not fufil my promises!

no mood to pick up phone calls,
all thanks to one couple... ...
STOP QUARRELING EVERYTIME!
don't ever threathen her again by saying you want to BREAK!
she've been crying so much for you,
yet, you're so plain heartless?!
if you don't want her anymore,
tell me & break off FAST!
then, i can intro guys to her better than you!


to you, you & you : there won't be a chance! -give up please!
to you, you & you : i just need time to settle it! -happy waiting!
lastly, please kindly don't shock me with that kind of ____... ...
i don't wish to get heart-attack at such a young age (:
HAHAHA.. HAHAHA..
sorry if there's some misunderstandings between us ):
-hope you know that i'm refering to you!