today's schedule was packed!
went to my bitch's house,
waited for her whole solid 40mins!
dressed up, make-up... ...
by the time we went out,
was around 5pm already!
trained to cityhall,
to return bitch's uniform..
trained to bugis,
to buy bitch's shoes,
but, sadly, no size!
met jac, mh & xq..
end up i'm the one,
wasting time in bugis!
went for hair extension,
$30 only, cheap, cheap!
25 strands at the back,
12 strands at the side..
obviously that my hair's,
GROWN LONGER!!!
trained to aljunied,
to find bitch's god-dad,
found out more about,
my future life,
shocked & scared... ...
( shall not state more on this )
meet aaron & michelle,
at for our dinner,
which happened to be,
my 1st meal for the day!
after eating,
left only me & aaron,
heading to st james togather..
when wisely saw me,
he was like shocked?!
because the 1st thing he say is,
"huh?! jiawen, you smoke also?!"
i just smiled back to him..
it's obvious okays!
i didn't know that he'll,
come out so fast,
i was holding onto cigg,
when he saw me... ...
then, he asked why is it,
only me & aaron went,
so, i explained to him that,
she, she have to go home early,
she, he never confirm with me,
he went home straight before 8pm!
planned to go inside,
but end up,
i wasted my $18!!!
bought the ticket,
save it for rememberance!
saw the queue, -sian!
heard that someone,
is also inside, -more sian!
reason?! -erm..
i don't want to face him?!
feels weird... ...
wisely keep asking why,
i don't want to go in,
is it because of him?!
i said no & i'm lying!
then, i asked aaron to,
accompany me wait for cab,
i just went home,
without going inside!!!
the cabby is so irritating!
keep talking nonsense to me,
when i asked him to turn right,
he keep repeating,
turn right arhs?!
i'm so pissed off, you know?!
reached home,
daddy asked me how st james..
asking me is it fun,
how come go clubbing,
so early come back home..
i just answered that,
i bought the ticket,
then i went home with it!
he asked me why is that so,
then i told him that because,
someone i don't dare to face,
was there having fun too... ...
lucky, daddy understands,
never scold me for wasting $$..
he told me not to be sad,
just go for the next up-coming event,
he will sponser! -i smiled..
today got naggings from,
my dearest bitch, twice,
because she don't let me smoke,
she also saw those bloody scars,
on my arm when i'm taking photos..
i know you care for me, bitch (:
overall my day was,
normal in the morning,
hyper in the afternoon,
fantastic in the evening,
pissed after 10pm... ...
don't understand,
why am i always hiding,
why don't i dare to,
face him personally?!
do i still have feelings for him?!
