why do i feel so pain?!
why am i still missing you?!
why don't dare to face you?!
why am i such a coward?!
why am i so useless?!
why am i still sheding tears?!
why is it that i have the urge?!
why do i want to hug you?!
why, why, why?!?!?!
i miss you!!!
baby, i meant it..
i really miss you..
why is it that
eveytime when i'm alone,
i'll always be thinking of you?!
why is it that,
there is always people,
reminding me of you?!
why is it that,
i still can recieve,
every single news about you?!
why is it that,
i miss you so much,
but, don't have courage to face you?!
why is it that,
it has been soo long,
i still can't get you out?!
why is it that,
i keep refraining my tears,
but, it just keep rolling down?!
why am i always acting?!
why am i always lying?!
i know very well that,
people around me,
don't wish to see me this way,
but, i just can't help it ):
how, how, how?!?!?!
where's the jiawen,
who used to have the courage,
to face every obstacles?!?!?!
when did i become so useless?!
why is it so difficult to stop missing you?!
why am i bluffing myself that someone,
can actually take over your place in my heart?!
where is the jiawen 2 months ago?!
i miss you soo much, do you know?!
i'm crying typing this post,
because it hurts alot..
really, really hurts... ...
22nd of march,
we've broken up 2 months..
i've not been crying,
for almost 2 weeks..
but today,
i really can't stop it..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you.. i miss you..
