i don't think i have the right to say whatever..
i'm happy, glad, satisfied..
but,
in the main time,
i'm also sad & confused... ...
you should know why is that so..
i don't like this feeling ):
alright, crying also won't help,
so, must well, stop myself from it..
to my bitch :
don't scold me, okays?!
i know, i'm silly & stupid..
you know my character well (:
will anyone teach me,
on whether how should i handle..
i'm seriously
leave all the feelings to myself,
as, i've promised, not to blog out..
yup, i'm wasting $$$!
few weeks ago i just went for extension,
now, i trimmed my hair short... ...
but, it's out of no choice, okays!
miss eng will be nagging at me,
for not cutting my fringe!!!
i don't want to get lectured,
before i step into the class..
i'm a good student (: - lols!
SORRY AARON~
i didn't bomb you in purpose!
how i hope want you to be mine..
belonging to only JIAWEN/JINGWEN..
instead of another person... ...
will it happen?!
i finally realise,
how much it hurts,
when you actually try,
convincing yourself that,
IT'S ALRIGHT - when it's not!
jiawen's useless..
can't even let someone,
she wants the most,
to be only her's..
one & only... ...
where's the promise you once made?!
do you mean what you say?!
do you really love me, miss me?!
i hope so,
i don't wish to get hurt again..
seriously, i can't accept the fact ):
i love you baby, i mean it... ...
