i am not boring at all (:
cam-whoring in coffee shop... ...
don't jealous okays! we're
haiz... ...
went to find daniel awhile, then, off i go..
no mood, no appetite, no smiles... ...
let daniel accompany me till ang mo kio mrt station,
i said that i'll go home alone, but, what i did?!
i walked home from there~
used 1 hour 15 mins to walk..
a cruel way to torture myself right?!
let me tell you what i did... ...
i am wearing a shoe that gives me blisters,
but, i don't care & let it blist even more..
since, i can't behave like i did in the past,
my bitches don't allow me to cut myself,
i also quitted the habit of venting on others,
so, i used this method! ( it seriously works )
well, my feet pain like hell, but, ENDURE!!!
because, the pain can help relieve my mood swings (:
i know that i am going to regret i torture myself this way,
because, it's going to be a fresh day in a fresh mood,
yet, i still having blisters that i caused purposely!!!
