我不知道你说的那一句真，那一句假。。
或许我真的为难你了，但是，
有哪个女人愿意和别人分享她的爱人呢？！
回到我的爱情世界里，感觉那么的不实际。。
我好像一个阶入别人生活里的第三者。。
这种感觉，很不好受，你知道吗？！
原本属于我的他，竟然沦落到，
需要和别人挣夺一个他的地步。。
这样，还不够悲惨吗？！
我好害怕，怕，要是他真的离开她，
过后，他抱我，亲我时，脑海里，
会不会在想着她？！
这样的感情，我宁愿放开手。。
爱一个人，应该是甜甜的，
为什么，我非酸甜苦辣都尝津不可？！
i should be happy since you're back,
but, why do i feel everything so unrealistic?!
how much do you really love me?!
choose yourself,
who you really want the most..
if it's her, i'll give my blessings..
i don't know why am i thinking this way,
but, i really felt so insecure... ...
ever since that day,
i'm back to the jiawen..
who'll cry everyday.. - HELP!
i'm so scared that she've already,
taken away part of my share,
which is actually in your heart..
am i thinking too much?!
will you lie to me about her?!
will you still love me whole-heartedly?!
will you?! will you?! will you?!
i felt like hugging you now,
cry & pour everything out,
then let everything past... ...
i'm so afraid to lose you again,
do you know that?!
but, i also don't want to share!
can you step into my shoe,
think more for me,
understand how i feel?!
there's so many questions in my mind,
i don't dare to say, don't dare to ask..
keeping it all to myself is unbearable..
there's already a wound in me,
now, i have to accept my fate?!
will i be losing you to her?!
will you choose me than her?!
do you have feelings for her?!
all my questions are all with,
an unknown answer... ...
i know that crying's no use,
but, why am i still crying?!
i've been thinking of our past,
comparing to now,
is this the type of relationship,
you longed & wanted?!
if yes, let me go, please..
i'm willing to care & love you more,
i'm willing to wait no matter what..
but, i seriously can't bring myself,
to share you with her... ...
i'm so scared, you know?!
because, the longer,
you & her together,
the chance for falling,
is even higher..
who knows?!
maybe she might even,
take over my position..
i once said that,
i want to be your first & last..
but, it seems like,
i can only be your first... ...
you're afraid of hurting her,
so, must well, choose,
to hurt me instead (:
up to you... ...
who you love more,
then choose who... ...
i'm ready for defeat..
i don't want your lips,
if you & her kissed before..
or rather,
i don't want to,
______ with,
someone who don't,
love me whole-heartedly..
